Desperate.

My life sucks. Seriously. OI have never ever told anyone about me depression. I've had it for about three years now. I'm only 16. To be honest, I think its gettin worse an worse. I keep wanting to kill myself. Its pathetic. I want someone tk talk to. Anyone. Even a random stranger. I want someone to listen to me. To know the real me that I've been hiding so long. I want a friend. I want someone who cares. I want to go home. I want to die. I want to cry. I want to stop feeling this way. I want the world to stop and let me breath.i want tp hold back the tears that are falling down my face right now. I want to scream. I am lonely.